My Personal Praise Report and Prayer Request

First, my praise report. I just need to share my adoration for the Lord and all that he has brought me through. From the early abuse and then rejection and abandonment of my own father, struggles in my growing up years (that almost convinced me to check out, permanently) to two failed marriages, due to being blindly bound to naive concepts of what a healthy relationship should look like. I was distraught in my faith until God said, "enough is enough" is took a strong hold of me. I didn't really understand who God was until my early 30's. That's actually not too long ago. Prior to that, I would get real glimpses of God, but my past trauma had too much of a hold on me and therefore I made decisions that have had a lasting negative impact on my life.

The statement, "we can be our own worst enemy," is also a very true statement. I have hindered my own growth and maturity by holding onto unnecessary fears and strong doubts, knowing that when I put my mind and heart to anything, I was successful; especially when it involved improving the lives of those around me. Learning how to step outside of my comfort zones has never been the easiest for me as it includes levels of vulnerability. But Christ has been advocating hard on my behalf and with the help of the Holy Spirit, God has been enacting his plans in and over my life and the life of my family. Every day above ground is another day to sing His praises and share the Good News.

With these things in mind, and with a heavy heart, I am in a battle of justice. Not just for myself but for others like me, both fathers and mothers alike. I know more than a handful of good parents, who would move heaven and earth for their little one(s). Due to drama and opposition of the other parent, each one of us is being dragged through court and being punished for pursing what's right for our children. At this point, the best way I can describe this particular court, in my home county, they are aiding and abetting conspirators for attempted murder by financial destruction, psychological abuse, character defamation and much, much more. The system isn't broken, it's the people who are corrupted.

In my specific case, I have been silenced or called a liar and even falsely accused of manipulating my children (manipulation is witchcraft by the way; an abomination to the Lord) with out evidence. I had also been accused of abusing my children and was in the throes of being mandated to take anger management classes, however, when I spoke up, I sharply asked where the evidence was and the judge couldn't order it. My cases keep getting dragged out, causing financial burden from the extortion.

The attorney for the children has openly confessed to conflict of interest (giving legal counsel to the fathers) and has a strong bias to the fathers. I have gone through lines of questioning that try and trap me into testifying against myself or try to force me to answer to whatever narrative is thought up. Oh, and my favorite. Besides, the illegal co-counseling of the opposing attorney and the AFC, one of the other attorney's thinks he can render legal services on my behalf, without my knowledge or consent, harasses my attorney, puts words in our mouths. The jaw dropper is this: the judge is perfectly fine with this unlawful and chaotic behavior. And this is happening more than the public realizes. This is also why real victims don't want to come out and reveal anything. One of the worst traps a person can find themselves in, other than the trauma, is feeling alone and that no one will believe their testimony.

This battle is definitely bigger than myself. Here's what's important: It's not just about myself. But dealing injustice, that means the abuses and traumas continue, not just for adults but for the children too. For the courts to not do their due diligence is to say, abuse is okay. Silencing the people exposing the truth, tells the abusers they are safe from punishment and they don't have to fear getting caught; things usually escalate from there. I am boldly standing up and calling out injustice, even if it takes my last breath from me, my children will get their justice, leading to my vindication. Victory is for those who have been falsely accused and punished for doing nothing wrong... This I know: my Heavenly Father IS THE LION OF JUDAH. When he speaks, when he moves, the earth shakes and the enemies tremble.

*****Please join me in praying that justice is found and all corrupted parties are disbarred. Psalms 94:15 says, "Judgment will be founded on justice, and those with virtuous hearts will pursue it."